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Wrestling with OCD

If you have suffered with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD), or know someone who has, you are probably familiar with those distressing, intrusive thoughts that create so much anxiety. Traditional psychoanalysis used to focus on the content of those thoughts and seek to uncover the deep, buried wounds and wishes that led to these strange, seemingly alien notions. Thus the woman who was obsessed with the fear that her child would get hurt walking to school might be analyzed and advised that she seems to have a deep resentment against the child and all the responsibilities of motherhood and the worry is really an expression of an unconscious wish to be rid of the child. Talk about a guilt trip…!

Modern research and practice in treating OCD tends more towards the notion that everyone’s brain generates random and sometimes pretty crazy-sounding thoughts. Thus, the treatment is much less about wrestling with the particular content of the OCD thoughts and more about learning to compassionately notice that thought happening among all the other thoughts firing off like popcorn in the typical brain, use strategies to calm down the anxious physical reaction to the thought and refocus, gently and purposefully, on what one would rather think about at that moment in time. It stops becoming “Don’t think about X,” (try that: right now, I forbid you to think about pizza. Ha – how long did it take to imagine a pizza?). Instead, it becomes, “Yup, there’s that thought about X…and now I will take a deep breath and refocus on what I was doing/what’s going on right here and now.”

This is what mindfulness, stress management and cognitive-behavioral therapy can do, together, to help with OCD. The brain changes in response to choosing these behaviors, and the degree of physical distress decreases throughout the whole body.

If you are suffering with OCD, this kind of very well-researched approach may be what you need. Please contact a professional in your area if you think this might be helpful for you.

Dr. Lori Puterbaugh, LMHC, LMFT, NCC

© 2016

Posts are for information and entertainment purposes only and should not be construed to be therapeutic advice. If you are in need of mental health assistance, please contact a licensed professional in your area.

Cut Them Some Slack

Doing unto others as we would have done for ourselves…well, there is one thing that most people tend to do for themselves that they are often slow, reluctant and resistant to do for others: cut them some slack. Consider the historical narrative on this:

Jesus of Nazareth: “Why do you notice the splinter in your brother’s eye but not perceive the wooden beam in your own?” (Luke, 6:41, NAB)

Soren Kierkegaard: “Most people are subjective towards themselves and objective towards others, frightfully objective sometimes – but the task is precisely to be objective towards oneself and subjective towards all others.” (Works of Love)

CS Lewis: “…It is no good passing this over with some vague, general admission such as, ‘of course, I know I have my faults.’ It is important to realize that there is some really fatal flaw in you: something which gives the others just that same feeling of despair which their flaws give you. And it is almost certainly something you don’t know about…” (Essay: The Trouble with “X”, from God in the Dock)

Psychologically, of course, it makes sense: we, after all, know what we intend to do/say; we have deep awareness of all the people and events that obstruct our good intentions. Meanwhile, we have no clue – or concertedly avoid taking notice of clues we trip over – about whatever obstacles and heartaches might underlie others’ disappointing and often frustrating behaviors. We cannot know what it is like to have the particular limitations that someone else has –anymore than they can understand the particular limitations we tote around with us.

Sometimes someone will say to me in the context of therapy how badly they feel that they are struggling with some particular issue – anxiety, or depression, for example – when (from their perspective) other people all seem to be going around, carefree and without this sort of anguish. In a country in which 20% of women and 10% of men are prescribed antidepressant medications each year, and who knows how many various prescriptions for anxiety, it hardly seems fair, to oneself or others, to assume that everyone is skipping along as carefree as they often very deliberately attempt to appear. Then there are physical pains and illnesses; the sufferings of loved ones; the anxiety for a loved one in a danger zone; grief; loneliness. These are so often invisible except for the side effects of passing crankiness or thoughtlessness or scatterbrained-ness that annoy other people who are, to quote Kierkegaard, being “objective” about others.

For the person who is suffering and, unable to see evidence of suffering in others, believes s/he is alone, it is disheartening. To be so alone in suffering…! But no one is alone in their suffering.

Not all the objective/subjective dichotomy concerns suffering. Sometimes it is about unseen limitations or differences. No doubt you have something you are not naturally good at doing. Perhaps it’s spelling, or “being handy,” or math. If you are a grownup who is doing well in life, you may have turned this into a kind of joke, or perhaps you use this as exhibit A, the evidence that you know you’re not perfect: “Oh, I know I’m far from perfect…you should see the disaster my checkbook is,” but in fact you have a certain secret pride that you do not have to bother with this, or that your flaw is so small and even borders on not being a real defect at all…and, after all, at least you are not “stupid/lazy/arrogant/whatever you perceive in someone else.” Yet unless you are in that experience, you cannot understand the frustration of someone with a brain injury who on the one hand knows that a certain skill set used to come naturally but is now a fuzzy memory and source of perpetual struggle. You cannot know what it is really like for someone with an IQ thirty points below yours to struggle through a complex and fast-paced world, when their processing speeds are so much slower, and you likewise cannot know what it might be like for someone with an IQ thirty points higher than yours to bear patiently with you.

Part of good psychotherapy, like good spiritual growth, is becoming aware of one’s flaws – not for the purpose of self-recrimination and useless shame, but as opportunities for growth of oneself as well as a growth in compassion for other people. The process, once begun, is the work of a lifetime.

 

Dr. Lori Puterbaugh, LMHC, LMFT, NCC

© 2016

Posts are for information and entertainment purposes only and should not be construed to be therapeutic advice. If you are in need of mental health assistance, please contact a licensed professional in your area.

If you won the lottery…!

We all know the stats: that six months after a major windfall, such as the lottery jackpot, people are no happier than they were before they won. Most of us assure ourselves, WE would do better. WE would know how to manage that blessing in such a way as to increase the happiness of many people – including ourselves – on an ongoing basis. WE would be happier, not succumb to dopey decisions and would never blow up our lives with self-destructive, self-indulgent bad behavior.
Here’s a question: what would you do if you won the lottery, and why aren’t you doing some version of that already?
If you imagine you’d travel, see new places and try new cuisines, are you saving money for a trip and seeking free/cheap adventures in your own area, experimenting in the kitchen and otherwise exploring here at home?
If your job is a poor fit, are you meeting your intellectual and creative needs via outside pursuits, or investigating how to transition to something that’s a better fit, or are you just feeling “stuck”?
Most changes people imagine making after winning a lottery are really superficial and thus, much to their surprise, they show up in that new, changed life with the same “them,” with all their flaws, quirks, and preferences. That means that we all would tend to level out at whatever our prior level of contentment was, pre-jackpot. If you’re a happy person, you’ll keep on being happy…and if you’re cranky, well, you’ll just be a rich, miserable person to be around instead of a not-rich miserable person. Worried people will keep on worrying until they decide to learn how to change that – which doesn’t require a lottery jackpot.
You can be happier today. You can find a new adventure in your town this weekend. You can learn something exciting and be on the way to mastering a new skill this week. Alternately, you could sit around and wait to win the lottery. You get to pick.

Dr. Lori Puterbaugh, LMHC, LMFT, NCC
© 2016
Posts are for information and entertainment purposes only and should not be construed to be therapeutic advice. If you are in need of mental health assistance, please contact a licensed professional in your area.

Too busy!

People brag about the strangest things.

Not getting enough sleep is one; are Americans in some sort of dysfunctional competition to see who can get by on the least possible sleep – regardless of the effect on their mental and physical health?

Another is being busy – so very, very busy – that one could not possibly do anything healthy, or creative, or refreshing in any way.

Is it real busy-ness? It’s hard to say, but I have my suspicions that it often comprises some combination of underestimating how much time is frittered away on time-wasters, taking on a lot of extra and unnecessary tasks, and, sometimes, more than a hint of pride. You know, the people who find out you actually read books in the evening or squeeze in a date night with your spouse and give that little smile and a hint of a sniff when they say, “Well, it must be nice…” Well, yes, actually, it is. Very nice.

Pride, or arrogance, aren’t necessarily obvious. Healthy humans have a normal, natural need to feel needed and wanted. This is a good, but the fear that somehow your absence will cause all of creation – or at least your workplace or the kitchen at home – to immediately crumble into dust is not good. Even Jesus and Moses sometimes sneaked off for some very necessary R&R, either to be alone with God or also with some of their most loved, trusted friends.

Some people are going through a stage of life that is very busy. People with school-aged kids who each  participate in one extra activity will indeed be temporarily overly busy, driving to practice or lessons. They check homework, look under the sofa for shin guards, and use their vacation time for pediatric appointments for yet another ear infection. This stage is transient. Even too-busy parents, though, often hide time-wasters into their day.

When someone asserts always being “too busy” to do things they claim they really want to do, then I suspect that perhaps they don’t actually want to do those things. It would be better to say, “Oh, no – last thing I want to do is be stuck in a gym five mornings a week,” then to dodge exercise by pretending they are just too, too busy. Once they are honest about the issue (apparently they would rather do something else than spend hours on the human version of a hamster wheel) they are free to figure out how to meet the essential need (enough exercise to stay healthy) and stop dodging reality with brag-worthy busy-ness.

It’s hard to give up the busy excuse to oneself. It might be a polite dodge to other people (but remember that “let your yes mean yes and your no mean no” admonition?) but it’s just pointless to lie to oneself.

 

Dr. Lori Puterbaugh, LMHC, LMFT, NCC

© 2016

Posts are for information and entertainment purposes only and should not be construed to be therapeutic advice. If you are in need of mental health assistance, please contact a licensed professional in your area.

Military Mental Health

It seems as if daily we are told how shamefully the military handles the problem of psychological distress and emotional pain for our men and women in uniform. In May, the USA Today newspaper empire asserted that the “Pentagon [is] perpetuating stigmas that hang over treatment, study finds.” (Zoroya, USA Today, May 6, 2016). The military is criticized because it takes mental health issues seriously enough to reconsider security clearances…unnecessarily “stigmatizing” those who have sought treatment.

This supposed stigmatization merits careful consideration. These include the depth and breadth of existing mental health services for active duty personnel and veterans; the conflicted American mindset on mental illness and emotional distress; and the logical outcome of this strange ambivalence.

A person not in the military or close to military personnel, may reasonably be under the carefully groomed media misimpression that the emotional well-being of our soldiers, sailors, airmen and marines is some sort of vague afterthought. Perhaps the general public is unaware that military mental health officers (people who are qualified to be licensed solo practitioners in the civilian world) are found in forward operating bases, combat outposts, and other deployment settings, providing critical incident debriefings, assessments, counseling, and referrals for more comprehensive care. When young men in harm’s way are despondent over a wife’s philandering, or are heartbroken over missing their child’s birth, the mental health officer is there. When there are incoming mortars, the mental health officer is there. When someone’s reaction to the weekly required malaria medication is extreme (malaria meds cause short-lived anxiety in about 1 in 10 people, and for some of that 10%, paranoia kicks in briefly, too), the mental health officer is the one who can figure out what’s going on and have the physician provide an alternative medication for the soldier – saving a military career from dissolving due to what looks like psychosis but is a transient medication side effect. In short, when crises occur, the “doc” or “shrink” or “combat stress lady” (quotes from military personnel) is there.

It is understandable that most civilians are unaware of mental health clinics on military bases, where military personnel and their families can receive counseling. Besides basic counseling services, mental health personnel provide services such as outreach before, during and after deployment, support while preparing for new babies, parent training, marriage counseling, couples’ retreat weekends, substance abuse education, and more. All these are part of the routine in military mental health clinics. Mental health officers are also able to veto a transfer if any member of the transferring family’s health or mental health needs cannot be adequately met at the new location. So…if Mom is being transferred to Base “A” and that area doesn’t have the specialized services that one child in the family needs, the transfer is nixed – possibly by a licensed clinical social worker at Lieutenant rank. The 2nd Lt. just overrode the entire command structure, in the military that is decried for not taking mental health needs seriously.

Then there are the VA system and the Vet Centers. Vet Centers are cousins of the VA. Unlike the VA, Vet Centers require only a DD 214 to provide free individual, couple or family therapy. It doesn’t have to be service-related…but if the problem seems to be service-related after all, the Vet Center personnel can help facilitate connection to the VA proper. These, too, are staffed by people licensed in their respective states as solo practitioners. There are no “not good enough to make it in private settings” amateurs serving in mental health positions.

Finally, there is the difference between benefits (think, Tricare, which is insurance for post-military service) versus service-connected health care (think, the VA system). A lot of veterans get that confused, and any of us who have tried to deal with health insurance and making sense of what is/is not covered, copays and coinsurance, and in and out of network…well, it’s understandable that almost anyone would find it confusing. Fortunately, the VA system and Tricare have professionals who do a lot of work (and get yelled at a lot) in trying to help people understand their benefits/insurance/service-connected health care, and connect them to the right services.

There are mental health services for military personnel and veterans. There could certainly be more, and the services available could be better marketed. In addition…there are stigmas.

Those stigmata comprise one more disgraceful example of too many Americans wanting to have their cake and eat it, too.

The regrettable medicalization of mental health has resulted in the mythology – happily embraced by many in the medical, pharmaceutical and professional-helper fields, as well as by many in the general public – that all mental disorder diagnoses are brain diseases. For example, many professionals will assure you that depression is strictly medical in nature; a brain disease, incurable but treatable by manipulating brain chemistry. Likewise, anxiety is (supposedly) purely a physical issue. People collect Social Security Disability, disability from their employers’ insurance, and other benefits, based upon having some sort of lifelong brain disease (according to psychiatry).

There are plenty of people eager to buy into this. We hear depression is epidemic (what else could we call something that apparently affects at least 20% of women and 10% of men each year, based on prescriptions for drugs?). Well, here is a recipe for depression:

  1. Maintain a sedentary lifestyle
  2. Eat a lot of junk food and assiduously avoid adequate portions of healthy foods
  3. Smoke cigarettes and/or abuse illegal or prescription drugs
  4. Drink more than one drink daily (females) or two drinks daily (males), or more than your physician recommends, given your particular health profile.
  5. Cultivate poor sleep habits. Watch television before bed; heck, watch television in bed, or use your smart phone, or tablet, etc. at bedtime. Drink caffeine less than six hours before bed. Wait until night time to argue with your spouse. Have a “nightcap,” which is a short word for “the alcoholic drink that will let you fall asleep more quickly and then wake up at 2 AM and have difficulty going back to sleep.” Eat salty foods before bed to activate your dopamine system and feel a little hyper.
  6. Avoid exposure to natural daylight.
  7. Watch lots and lots of television, or streaming video, or play video games, or surf the internet. The more the better. Strive for the national average of 6 hours or more daily (non-work related).
  8. Spend lots of time on social media. In particular, notice how much your life stinks compared to other people’s (supposed) lives.
  9. Shop for recreation. Spend money you don’t have on things you don’t need and then keep being surprised when, no matter how fancy the clothes or pricy the electronics, you are still, well, you.
  10. Be selfish.
  11. Don’t apologize, and don’t say thank you.
  12. Think a lot about how much other people are unkind, selfish, lazy, and how generally you are not getting your fair share.

Yes, I just described what an awful lot of people do, and yes, if you do enough of these things, you will probably feel depressed. Yet, as can be seen, every single one of these behaviors is optional for most people. Perhaps someone has physical challenges that prevent them from being active, but otherwise, these all represent choices made, choices which could be changed. If you were to do these things, and feel sluggish, unhappy, uninterested in life, helpless to make things better, etc., and reported this to your doctor, you could easily be diagnosed with depression.

The label depression, of course, is itself suspect. Within the mental health field, we are well aware of a dirty little secret. This secret is carefully hidden by pharmaceutical companies from the unsuspecting, suffering, and happiness-seeking public. That is, the criteria for almost every mental disorder diagnosis is a checklist. Committees review the research, argue about what should and should not be on the various checklists, have professional feuds, and publish the criteria. People are then diagnosed based off a checklist of symptoms or complaints. Those categories are fuzzy – a complaint I hear regularly from graduate students who, perhaps naively, expect pure, clear science. As soon as one set of criteria is published, the process starts all over again. This is how it came to be that, in the current diagnostic manual for the American Psychiatric Association, there is no such thing as bereavement. If you are still moping around after two weeks because someone you love has died, the American Psychiatric Association, in its infinite wisdom, has decided you meet criteria for Major Depressive Disorder. That’s the same Major Depressive Disorder diagnosis that many forces are pushing us to believe is simply a brain disease that requires lifelong treatment. I am not being sarcastic or flippant; it’s their decision, not mine. I was Hospice-trained and, even absent that, I am human and understand that bereavement is a long and painful process, even for the resilient among us.

The decision to eliminate the “bereavement exclusion” was supposedly made, in part, to allow people to use health insurance to pay for grief counseling. (At least, that’s the gossip I hear in mental health circles.) In other words, you are despondent. Someone has died. You go to a counselor. They diagnose you with depression, which is supposedly a brain disease, because you meet checklist criteria. You are now labelled with what many people assert is a lifelong condition due to your sick brain. You will now be able to have insurance cover your counseling (after your deductible has been met, of course). The diagnosis of a major mental disorder will last forever – long after you have forgotten whether you paid a copay or full fee for a handful of sessions, or went to a support group in a church conference room that a therapist facilitated as a volunteer.

Depression is worth discussing as one of the most common diagnoses. Psychiatrists and other physicians provide prescriptions for antidepressants, for example, to about 15% of the adult population annually – and many assert that depression is just a disease, like any other disease, and you have to face that you will be sick and need medication for the rest of your life. If that is the case, then why criticize the Pentagon for being concerned about someone whom psychiatrists assert has a lifelong brain disease having their finger on a trigger, or button, or sensitive data? Why should one person with a particular diagnosis be placed on perpetual disability and another maintain top secret clearance? Which do the people complaining about how the military stigmatizes mental health want?

To be clear, this is not unique to the military. People seek counseling, are unwittingly diagnosed, and discover later that they are deemed mentally ill and a high risk for suicide; perhaps their life insurance rates increase, or their health care premiums increase, and when the premium bills come in, they can’t remember having any mental problems except that time they saw a counselor after their grandparent passed away. The labelling can happen without any mental health treatment at all; if your physician lists a mental disorder as a possible diagnosis (fatigue, depressed mood, and poor sleep being symptoms of lots of problems, psychological and physical) while ordering blood tests (for what turns out to be something medical), that possible mental disorder diagnosis is in your health record, now part of your profile, even if you turned out to be anemic, not depressed.

Even if you are diagnosed with depression, the diagnostic categories don’t adequately describe what is happening, and they should. It is reasonable to expect that professionals, viewing the diagnosis on a chart, immediately discern the difference between these types of experiences:

“I’m depressed and exhausted because I’m having hideous nightmares ever since my buddy was blown up and died in my arms” versus,

“I’m depressed and exhausted because the 5 years I spent doing meth have caught up with me and my brain has been damaged,” or,

“I’m depressed and exhausted (and right now no one, including me, realizes it’s because I am among the one in 10 women who suffer depression as a side effect of chemical birth control).”

Right now, the label doesn’t differentiate. As you dig into the chart, yes, it’s there – but the most superficial record just shows the diagnosis code.

So, let us not pretend that the military is some big, horrid bully for treating serious mental disorder diagnoses as a possible risk factor for clearance. As long as those in power – throughout the medical, insurance, pharmaceutical and government arenas – are manipulating the definition of mental illness, one can hardly blame the military for being overly solicitous about the mental health of our men and women in uniform.

The conundrum of diagnoses and the risk of damage to one’s life explain why some military personnel are suspicious about seeking mental health treatment. We ought not to assume ignorance when they instead go to chaplains (who may be precisely who is needed) for wise and useful guidance. Similarly, they may choose to be self-paying for marriage counseling, stress management or other issues…off the record and off the base, their privacy is as sacred as mental health treatment ever was, before psychiatry yielded to intrusive insurance, and, as the big player in the mental health field, dragged most mental health professionals with it.

 

Dr. Lori Puterbaugh, LMHC, LMFT, NCC

© 2016

Posts are for information and entertainment purposes only and should not be construed to be therapeutic advice. If you are in need of mental health assistance, please contact a licensed professional in your area.

What can it be, besides ADHD?

Your child is bouncy. He doesn’t seem to pay attention; she forgets to follow through on tasks. The book bag is a disaster area; necessary books never seem to make it home; and you regularly have to turn around and go home to pick up shin guards or ballet shoes.

Well, what can it be, besides ADHD – the psychiatric diagnosis of Attention Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder, diagnosed off a checklist and sometimes suspected of being over-diagnosed?

The symptoms associated with ADHD can be due to a wide variety of issues; here are a few:

  1. Stress at home or in the environment. If you are having marital or other family difficulties, your child is stressed – whether you know it or not. Research indicates that a, adults are pretty lousy of telling when children are anxious or worried and b, the children of adults with marital problems, when tested in research studies, have high levels of stress chemistry metabolites in their urine.
  2. Maybe it’s not at home; maybe it’s the environment. Live in a noisy and/or high crime neighborhood? Is your child bullied or afraid of being bullied at school? Sources of ongoing stress will interfere with the parts of the brain that are important to focus, attention and memory.
  3. Insufficient sleep. Is your school-age child getting 9 or 10 hours of quality rest per night? Falling sleep by television, computer, or with a cell phone close at hand? These will all interfere with quality and quantity of sleep.
  4. What are overtired kids like? You know what you do when you’re driving late at night and you are too tired to be driving – so you bounce in the seat, sing too loudly and pretend having the windows open will magically keep you alert? Yeah, well…meet the 3rd grade kid who is up too late because of football or soccer practice a few times a week and fidgets around looking dazed in class.
  5. Insufficient exercise. The recommendation for children is two hours of physical activity a day – real activity, not standing-around-hoping-coach-lets-me-play-this time activity.
  6. Boredom. Brains + boredom = either shutting down and not trying at all OR driving grownups and other kids bonkers. Look out for the introverted or shy child who may shut down and go into dreamland; a lot of gifted children are very introverted and self-contained, and unlikely to be overtly disruptive. They simply tune out.
  7. Frustration. A child who is having difficulty – perhaps an undiagnosed or insufficiently supported learning disability – will often give up and stop trying. Remember that children personalize things; if they are struggling and the grownups act like they “should” be able to “get it,” the child assumes the adults know best and that the child must be flawed/”stupid” etc.
  8. Your (or some other involved grownup’s) inconsistency. If you flipflop on rules, fail to follow through, and run an unpredictable life for yourself and your child, it’s not fair to look at the child who seems scattered or (more likely) is gambling on this being one of those times when you are too stressed or preoccupied and let things slide, and blame the child.

You’ll notice that none of these issues can be blamed on the child. These are all grownups-need-to-pay-attention flags, not “naughty kid” flags. So, before you assume your child has a brain disorder, rule out the many factors that we grownups often unwittingly inflict on children and see if, with a few months of more consistent attention to these risk factors, your child’s behavior and morale improve.

Dr. Lori Puterbaugh

© 2016

Posts are for information and entertainment purposes only and should not be construed to be therapeutic advice. If you are in need of mental health assistance, please contact a licensed professional in your area.

 

Avoidant Personality Disorder, Social Anxiety, or Just Shy?

Simple shyness? Social Anxiety Disorder? Avoidant Personality Disorder? What’s the difference? Are we just pathologizing normal behavior? Why so many labels?

Well, the labels exist to help professionals differentiate between constructs. That’s what most diagnoses are: categories put together by committee, identifying particular experiences or patterns of behavior, thinking and/or feeling that tend to co-occur. That’s an extreme simplification, but it’s a good jumping-off point for us.

Shyness is normal-people-speak. It’s the way we describe someone, or ourselves, when we are a little reluctant to “blow our own horn” or “put ourselves out there” (whatever THAT means). A little shyness means some mild worry about doing the right thing, not embarrassing ourselves, and wanting to avoid being a nuisance.

Social Anxiety Disorder (SAD) is a psychiatric label that covers a level of shyness that interferes with someone’s daily life. That’s the test: whether the person’s regular life is constricted by worry about saying/doing the wrong thing in social settings and a tendency to avoid social gatherings or work or school related activities. It’s anxiety: there are both physical symptoms of fight-or-flight (elevated heart rate, for example, or more perspiration) and psychological symptoms (worrisome ideas about being in the spotlight and doing something “stupid,” for example). People with SAD usually have close relationships and get through daily life pretty well, with bumps along the way when big events or unusual circumstances – public speaking at a work meeting, for example, or large gathering – looms.

Avoidant Personality Disorder (APD) is sometimes confused with SAD. ADP is markedly different, though, because it encompasses a global low self-esteem and fear of being judged and found wanting in just about every way. So, for example, the person with some social anxiety has close friendships but might feel a bit anxious about going to a wedding reception with a lot of people s/he doesn’t know. The avoidant person has few close relationships out of fear of people finding them just not good enough to be friends. The APD person suffers anguish before annual performance reviews, and even gentle constructive criticism is received as devastating evidence of how deficient they are.

The fear is not “just in their head.” Fear is always a full-body experience. When a situation seems to be a threat (for the person who suffers with APD) to be judged and found wanting, the body responds before the logical, higher brain has even identified what is happening. So the amygdala has sounded the general alarm – the endocrine system flies into action, and as a result logical assessment is curtailed. Telling someone whose heart is pounding, whose blood is full of adrenaline and a massive dose of glycogen and is primed to run away that they are just overreacting is not helpful. Learning how to manage this, how to recover from the old messages of being “less than” and “not good enough,” is a process, not an instant fix. It can be healed.

There’s much more to these labels and to the details of treatment, of course, but perhaps the useful take-away today is: help is available. A lot of people will find that solid self-help approaches based in cognitive-behavioral therapy research (David Burns, MD’s books are excellent examples of these) quite sufficient for mild to moderate social anxiety. When that anxiety is all-pervasive, and there are few relationships out of fear of being found wanting, and loneliness and fear of being judged rule one’s life, the additional support of a counselor might be more helpful than trying to struggle through alone. Ironically, group psychotherapy can be quite effective for these difficulties – but it’s hard to find them.

If you know someone who is struggling, try to help them get help.

 

Dr. Lori Puterbaugh

© 2016

Posts are for information and entertainment purposes only and should not be construed to be therapeutic advice. If you are in need of mental health assistance, please contact a licensed professional in your area.

Why are personality disorders so difficult to treat?

Why are personality disorders so difficult to treat?

Well, there’s a complicated question! This post attempts to present an overview response.

A personality disorder, like just about all mental disorder diagnoses, is made based on a checklist of complaints, symptoms, and observations. However, personality disorders are very different from what we normally think of as emotional problems.

Consider, for example, depression. “Depression” is diagnosed when 2 weeks have passed and certain criteria have been met (and there’s no “pass” given for grief or other traumatic events in the new diagnostic manual, although we’re supposed to note it in the records). Most people know when they’re sad, irritable, unhappy, and hopeless. It feels awful and they want to get that bad feeling off of them. Some people might not think of it as “depression.” They might identify it as a “low time,” or it might be grief, or a normal adjustment to a new phase of life such as marriage, an empty nest, or graduating from college. It might be a normal but very painful response to some new curveball life has thrown at them: an illness, a layoff, retirement, etc.

A personality disorder is different because it is pervasive; like the personality of any person, it is part of everything. Your personality impacts how you interpret everything that happens, the way you react to people and events, the emotions you experience. This goes for healthy people as well as those whose patterns are far enough from the big, wide range of normal to merit a “disorder” status. So, when someone seems to have a personality disorder (say, narcissism), they are not experiencing their diagnosis as a messy, icky experience to be stopped. They are rolling along (over other people) and having their life. Everything comes through a lens that assures them that they are special, entitled to preferential treatment and to have their way, and, well, let’s face it, just better than us. Problems are experienced as due to the outside world and their own role in those problems is not apparent.

From a therapist’s perspective, when someone comes in with depression, even if that’s not what they, or we, might call it, they know they are unhappy and they want very much to feel like themselves again. They are hopeful that a counselor can help them push through this difficult time.

When someone who meets criteria for a personality disorder comes to treatment, it’s usually because of some other issue, such as work or relationship problems. Remember that each of us is walking around, seeing the world through our own eyes and interpreting everything we experience, including our own thoughts and feelings, through our unique mental structure. You build that mental structure from the earliest moments of life. Is the world safe? Are my needs met? Are the grownups who tend to me patient, gentle and kind? Babies are already sorting out information and creating a set of basic assumptions about the world that will become essential aspects of their personality. It’s so deep, it’s hard to not take for granted that our way of making sense of things isn’t necessarily the only, or best, way. So when patterns of problems arise with colleagues, bosses or family, it’s hard to believe that the problem is fundamental to our mental structure; it defies logic and could be very insulting. The person may be suffering terribly, every day. This is definitely the case with some of the personality disorders, such as Borderline Personality Disorder, Avoidant Personality Disorder and Dependent Personality Disorder. Whether these or any of the personality disorder diagnoses, the person did not choose this burden and it isn’t their fault. However, presenting it as an internal problem – to them – can feel like blaming and attacking – which is definitely not the therapist’s intention.

Imagine if something terrible happened to you: a tsunami. Your workplace is destroyed. You lose your house. You lose your stuff. You catch a mosquito-borne illness and suffer long-term ramifications. It’s a series of terrible events and you find yourself traumatized and perpetually anxious. Is that anxiety your fault? Certainly not. Just so, the early life experiences that set people up for the challenges we call personality disorders are not their fault. However, it’s a problem that they can learn to heal, but that can sound like blaming the victim. Thus, if someone meets criteria for a personality disorder, trying to sell them on dealing with the personality disorder is pretty much like saying, “Look, an awful lot about the way you think and respond to things is kind of messed up. But, never fear! Together we can bulldoze your personality and how you think, feel and behave, pour a new slab, and then we’ll rebuilding you from the ground up. You’ll learn new ways of thinking, feeling and behaving.”

Even when it’s dressed up in tactful, compassionate psychological language, that, my friend, is a very hard sell indeed.

Dr. Lori Puterbaugh

© 2016

Posts are for information and entertainment purposes only and should not be construed to be therapeutic advice. If you are in need of mental health assistance, please contact a licensed professional in your area.

What are you waiting for?

The American Association for Marriage and Family Therapy asserts that the typical couple coming in for counseling has had difficulties for over five years…which makes me wonder, what are they waiting for?

There are a lot of seemingly perfectly sensible reasons to postpone counseling when things start to go awry:

“It’s expensive.” This is true; counseling does cost money and relationship counseling is an out-of-pocket expense. Still, most therapists are cheaper than two retainers, two divorce attorneys, a mediator, a parent coordinator, etc…

“I don’t want to be told what to do.” Well, a good therapist isn’t just going to tell you what to do. A therapist is going to be asking a lot of questions, having you fill out a lot of questionnaires, and trying to develop a very clear picture of your relationship’s specific strengths and the particular types of problems each of you identify. That way, research-recommended approaches can be matched to the problem(s) of the particular couple.

Fear. Don’t a lot of people fear that it’s going to be like that old Simpsons episode, where, after Marge vents for hours, the therapist turns to Homer and says something to the effect of, “I’ve never said this before, but it really is all your fault.” That’s not what happens in real life.

Shame. So many people suffer with shame over the difficulties they are having. Marital difficulties feel like a failure. Yet, if marital problems were some rare, shameful thing, why are there so many marital therapists? We have our own doctoral programs, professional licensure, and organizations. Beyond that, other non-specialists in the mental health professions also offer couples counseling.   Shame can be overcome by getting help and feeling less alone in the suffering.

The Ostrich. Just try to ignore it and hope it goes away: the addiction, the affair, the endless disputes about parenting or money or values and ethics. Some things, ignored, will go away: a minor cold, a pimple, a minor aggravation of the day. Other things, though, just fester and turn into a nasty emotional infection: resentment, trauma, guilt, hurt.

If your relationship is suffering from feelings of distance and disconnect, or seems to be a vortex of repetitive arguments, counseling could be very effective. Often, five or six appointments, spread out over four to six months, can make a world of difference when both parties are willing to work at changing patterns of behavior and experimenting with new ways of interacting.

It’s important to find a counselor who is a good fit. Call a few of us; talk for a few minutes; get a sense of style and see who seems like a good fit for the two of you.

Be bold. Push past shame and fear; challenge your inner ostrich. Then start to feel happy again.

 

Dr. Lori Puterbaugh

© 2016

Posts are for information and entertainment purposes only and should not be construed to be therapeutic advice. If you are in need of mental health assistance, please contact a licensed professional in your area.

Toxic Myths, revisited

A lot of people ask about toxic myths: what does that mean? Why “myths?” (I’d like to say, well, buy the book, and sometimes do).

The toxic myths are examples of lies dressed up as truths. Our culture is seething with them, but in Toxic Mythology, I only addressed a few.

For example, consider the myth that people can compartmentalize their lives. Someone can, within this myth, be an absolute scoundrel in their personal life but supposedly be capable of being completely trustworthy and honorable in their public/vocational role.   Conversely, they can (per the myth, at least) be a sociopath in their professional life but be kind, tender and good in private.

So…if you buy this myth, you have to be willing to:

Vote for someone who swears to uphold a particular principle while having a personal and/or professional life littered with betrayals and a habit of acting on expediency, not principle;

Believe your child who promises she didn’t really cheat on that exam or plagiarize on the paper (despite the software evidence) after same child was grounded for “borrowing” money out of your wallet without permission.

Keep on an employee whom you overhear lie to customers because you haven’t caught that employee lying to you.

Convince yourself that your gossipy acquaintance never, ever would talk about YOU behind your back.

Does any of that sound reasonable? Of course not; these are, however, the toxic myth in action. Our culture tells us that it’s perfectly reasonable to believe that compartmentalization of character is possible and (further) that we should be “judgmental.” That’s another myth for another day.

 

Dr. Lori Puterbaugh

© 2016

Posts are for information and entertainment purposes only and should not be construed to be therapeutic advice. If you are in need of mental health assistance, please contact a licensed professional in your area.